Responding

Hmm, you're right about everything you said.
Me being quiet was because I didn't know how to react to this situation.
I guess I can't be quiet and observe. I have to be pro-active.

You say that half the things in life are learned through experience.
The another portion (in my opinion) can be learned through the experiences of others.
This is not one of those times in life.
This is all probably another learning experience.
Honestly, there are a select few that I know on a deeper level than just casual. I've haven't gotten into a relationship with any of them save 1. And I didn't know her completely.. which is probably the downfall of that relationship.

The reason that I ask many questions, is I'm afraid of making assumptions because more often than not I am wrong.

About the "social ladder" thing.. I fell more than I imagined. Not just a few rungs down from boyfriend.
I just assumed and I got that one completely wrong.

I guess I am a headache, but about my presence bothering you, has it been this way since day 1?

Everything is a learning experience.
And not everyone has the patience for me either.
I'm thinking that you've run out of patience for me.
Which is perfectly fine. I can see that.

In reality, hindsight is 20/20
I look at the things that I did and wonder to myself.. why did I do that?
Why do I seem to learn better through hindsight..
One thing that I know is I'll always try to be optimistic.
Lastly, thanks for telling me these things.