long story short, told her I liked her she stopped talking to me (which I was fine with) but then she starts calling me and shit when and only when she wanted something to help her with school essentially using me and making me feel like a piece of shit. the most irritating part is that whenever she called me she explicitly mentioned that "this is not a catch-up call" right after I just said hello. FUCKING IRRITATING.
So I call her out on tumblr and then she gets mad because I'm using it for sympathy or something. Fuck no its a blog where I vent. So then after she calls me all fucking mad saying she was using me as a last resort and I shouldn't have answered the phone. That I should grow some testicular fortitude essentially but in my opinion if you actively know that you're using someone why do you still keep calling them? Anyhow, I told her to never talk to me again and said the same thing I've been saying for this ENTIRE time and then hung up.
well.....not to say i'm choosing sides, but it is a valid point that you didn't REALLY HAVE to answer her calls especially if you seriously didn't want to talk to/help her.
ReplyDeletealso, if she mentions that "it is not a catch-up call" as soon as the convo starts, I would assume that she's being blunt as a means of preventing any mixed messages or to not get your hopes up. yuh kno?
especially becuz she's aware of the fact that you did have/still have(?) feelings for her.
and personally, were I in such a position, I would prefer to be told not to read too much into a certain situation. lol. granted that the wording (or tone of voice?) could have been different, but can you really be angry about it?
don't get me wrong, I do feel bad that this kind of a situation had to happen tho. :/
hope it's not dragging you down too much.
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