My Thoughts

Since you have nothing to say to me.. I'm going to give this some good thought. Maybe because my other one's haven't had much thought in them at all.

1. I didn't mean to hurt anyone. My only intention was only to try attain an understanding.

2. My objective now is trying to find a way to resolve the drama for Nancy's sake.

3. Is this what you want? You're negatively affecting your best friend with your anger.

3. I know you care about your best friend a lot. I do too.

4. I know I messed up. Big time.

5. I know it's my fault and my stupidity for reading that private blog. I don't know what I was thinking.

6. I actually did take the time to read that whole blog about the past.

7. I don't want work to be awkward.

8. I wish that things were the way they used to be before all of this.

9. I don't see #8 happening now.

10. I'm becoming skeptical. I'm finding it hard to express my feelings freely anymore.

11. I guess I've been sheltered for a majority of my life. The real world is ugly.

12. I'm going to stick around.

13. Have a Happy Thanksgiving.

14. If there is a way to work it out.. then I'm willing to put in the effort if you do.

I'm depressed and exhausted, but most of all I'm sorry.